Right? Yep, definitely going to keep telling myself that. I’m going to keep telling myself that it’s a normal thing that adults do. I bet most of you reading this are guilty of that too. So, do you force your emotions down and pretend they aren’t there until eventually you just explode and have a meltdown. Is that ok? Sure, I am independent, I know how to deal with problems but those emotions, man they are so hard. This leads me to deal with things on my own. It’s definitely, safe to say that most of those people who I have been there for in their time of need have not been there for me. I always have been, and I probably always will be. I am the go to friend when something is wrong. I guess that’s the downfall of being an empath, right? There are always so many coming and going at once that I can’t sort them out. Is it reasonable to say that you just don’t know? I know that I am a daughter, sister, mother, friend but do those things define who I am? Often times I struggle to understand my emotions. When you basically start over in life for whatever reason, is it normal to try and figure out who you are? Like you have to put words on who you are as a person. Who is that? Well, maybe I don’t know yet. My story is rough but it has made me who I am today. I saw her struggle to find out who she was alone. Because at one point I was the friend who ran over to spend time with someone who didn’t know how to be alone. The one who is surrounded by people who don’t give two shits.īut you know, I am ok. The one who takes all the shit from everyone. Have you ever had a friend that you literally poured your heart and soul into to make sure they were safe and then get nothing in return? Until I realized that all that friendship was one sided. I had a group of friends that I loved and a guy who was pretty fun to be around. It’s hard as someone who is trying to figure out their way in the world. It’s been a while since I wrote on here and a lot has happened in my life. Of course writing you late at night when all my thoughts fill my head and I can’t sleep.
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